Hello my dear friends.
Suffering is a definite part of life, but I could argue that many times it’s avoidable.
We were created to explore our feelings, to accept them and allow their presence. To give ourselves a chance to stop and breathe through the stinging pain, sadness and dull aches in life, so that we can transition into a soul-fulfilling newness and joy.
Man, feelings and repetitive thoughts can be so painful. I know that for a fact, from years of experience. So, today I’m telling you not to push them away, but to let them flow through you. To allow their presence in your minds and bodies and souls.
It may sound downright impossible to do so (maybe you’ve never allowed them before), but every time we push the pain away or avoid the feelings we’re feeling, or smother them in cheese sauce or chocolate, drugs or alcohol, they don’t disappear. They aren’t going to just walk away, they are going to come back, demanding much more attention, just like a kid who wants their parent’s attention gets louder and louder until they feel they’ve been heard.
Think of it this way. The pain, the feelings, they do want your attention. They want to be allowed in your body and soul, so that they can be released and healed. Does that sound counterintuitive? Remember my kid example, and let that run through your mind a few more times. 🙂
Sometimes you get a feeling, and then your brain instantly goes, “remember that? that’s because you messed up so bad.” Sometimes these old stories are what keeps us stuck in suffering.
Next time you get a painful, familiar feeling, expect that your brain is going to feed some sort of story that you might automatically believe.
Now try this: say “that’s just a story,” and take a deep breath, and allow that painful feeling to just be what it is, release into it, without any judgments. At least drop the gut instinct to shove it somewhere where it can’t hurt you. I understand it can feel so incredibly intense. If it is, try this – rest a loving hand over your chest, and on your stomach, gently rub your chest, and in that moment give kindness, gentleness, and understanding to yourself.
Now doesn’t that make you feel better, darlings? The great news is we’re never stuck. We can set ourselves free from the pain and suffering we may be creating by not allowing these painful emotions space in our bodies and minds.
We can have new beginnings even when we’ve been stuck in repetitive pains and frustrations for weeks, or even years. And the good news is, the more and more you opt to release to this, you are opening your heart, and using courage to create the best life for yourself. You are accepting all facets of humanhood (the rough spots and the weaknesses, the joys and the dullnesses). The amazing result of this is that it will open new doors that you never thought possible in your own life.
The more we resist our current experience, emotion, etc., the more slowly we grow, heal and recover.
You can do it. You can start a new story that reminds you of your value and worth, and your goodness. Because you do matter, and you are so worthy of your own love and care.
(See a few wonderful resources: All Feelings Are Welcome & Breathe Into The Pain.
Also – Finding God in the Pain)
Love to you today, M.
I want to add, for those of you who also suffer from anxiety and depression, there’s so much hope and support out there. If this is especially challenging, get some professional assistance with this. You know, a therapist (a word that’s so stigmatized in this society), or counselor, or life coach, or social worker. The people God put on this earth to support and simplify the beauty and complexity of human lives and minds, and create peace in this world. The right trusted professional will help you get stronger, and help you develop clarity and peace from within, and you deserve that you beautiful little gem, you!
Also, check out the incredibly beautiful, Kristin Neff and her work on Self-Compassion – self-compassion.org.